I dont really know how is my life it is.
But,
I do Miss you. I do Love you.
I lied to all my friends that my feeling towards to you is only 60~40%
Actually,

I still love you like last time we coupled.
But I don't want you to know that I still love you.
Because, I don't want you to using me because of I have
The feeling of "love" towards
you.

I lied to you.
I didn't even send a message that
"My mobile haven't pay yet. So, please contact me from mail
in yahoo!"
I didnt even send to my friends.

I just wanted to hear your voice.
Because, the last day we had fight that's why.

I be obedience to you,
I was really happy to hear your voice.

Until...

I never stop my smile.

Haru,
I really want you
I really need you
I'm still there for you
I'm still open my heart and my arm to you
why don't you just be obedience to me?

because,
I be obedience to you now.
I'm kind to you
Why you never understand?

Or,

You know it?

Really making me confused until
I don't have a mood to eat.